All my life is yours

                ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡ It's nice to know you're loved unconditionally. But it also hurts to know that you never did! I know that until your death, I could never do anything right for you, and that hurts. Yet I did everything to earn your love and approval but it was never enough for you...                 ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡ The past catches you when you least expect it. Suddenly, it's back, and you can't escape it... Be it just a word, a gesture, or something similar that makes you feel like a small, stupid, insignificant child who can never live up to the expectations of others. No matter how hard you try. To this day, a quiet voice in my head haunts me, constantly saying, "You're not good enough!" Even though I try so hard to please everyone and everything. I feel like I'm giving up on myself and my needs, but they always say I'm selfish and only think about myself. But when was the last time I t...

Its been some time I wrote a blog.  Its been some time I wrote about you.  Its been some time I wrote about me and my life.  But what should i say... Its the same day,  the same routine, the same waiting for you to come home. Only with you i feel complete. Only with you i feel loved.  Only with you i feel seen. Only with you i feel happy and whole.  Only with you i feel everything i have never  felt befor.  You fill my life with so much of everything that exist in this world.  Without you my world and my life would be empty.  So i feel thankful and blessed to live a life with you in it.  Love you ❤️  Its been some time i wrote ...