F.E.A.R

The fear of losing you was terrifying.

The iron grip of the cold gripped my heart and wouldn't let go. On the contrary, the cold was getting bigger and bigger. And the fear increased. 

My heart began to race and found no peace. I was trapped in a body that had taken control. I was no longer the army of my own being.

The cold makes its way through my whole body and paralyzes me to the last. The cold was choking me and I felt like I was suffocating. 

Tears of fear and helplessness found their way and ran down my cheek. There was a huge emptiness in my head. But there was only one thought:

"Please do not leave me. Because without you I'm nothing...!"


Written by Miss Sunshine


Post Script: Babe i love you and i will never ever lose you. You are my one and only ❤ 

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  1. GauravMay 31, 2022 at 9:05 PM

    Oh Girl 😢 That's so well written that makes me felt it. 👏🏻

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