New Country, New Luck, New Me?

Almost a year has passed since I packed my things and settled to another country. 

More than 6,750km separate me from my old home, my family and my friends. 

But am I happy with my decision, my life and everything that goes with it?

The answer is YES!

Are there days when I regret emigrating? Definitely no.

But it would be a lie if I said I didn't miss a few things. Like, for example, the German food, meeting my family and friends spontaneously, the huge selection of offers, be it in the supermarket or elsewhere.

But what would we say? "It's not out of the world." Its only a few hours flight away ;).

However, it's not a bad thing to miss something or someone. Because this will make you appreciate the time you spend together much more. 
Enjoy the food you have longed for so much more and soak up every moment and save it for “bad times”. For the time of longing. 

But I would do it again and again. And why? Well, love makes it possible 🙈💖. As cheesy as it sounds, you move mountains for love or, as in my case, you emigrate and start exploring the beautiful diversity of the world. 

And isn't it worth leaving your comfort zone? Definitely yes. 
After this year, I can tell you that I have never felt more like myself. I have grown beyond myself and learned new strengths and expanded others. I am happier and freer than ever. 

If anyone had told me 2 years ago that I would be taking this huge step, I wouldn't have believed. Because my “old self” would never have been so brave and courageous to travel into the big, wide world. 

And who knows what will come next. All I know is that it's not the end but the beginning of something really big!

So keep dreaming big. Nothing is impossible as long as you believe in it!

Written from Mrs. Kumar 

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